Sunday, July 15, 2012
Can't seem to start and do anything.
Maybe it's the heat. High 90's and today windy. Yesterday High 90's and dead calm.
Maybe it's the 'punch the time clock' thing. Day in, day out same thing. That's the problem with "jobs".
What I'm doing doesn't make my skirt fly up or anything. I'm bored.
Maybe I'm tired. Who knows. Shouldn't be. Think I'm getting enough sleep?
Maybe I'm sad. For oh, so many, things.
Maybe I'm in disbelief. Today I happened onto the horse registration papers and realized my youngest horse is 7. She's tame, but never even had a halter on her. So embarrassing - especially for a supposed horse trainer like me... Her older sis is 9. She's halter broke, but never ridden. You have no idea how hard it is to write that here. I feel like a failure!
Can't seem to get into weaving. Or crafting. Or anything.
My house is a disaster.
I don't know where to start.
I need a change. Just not sure what it is that I could realistically change...
Hoping tomorrow morning brings with it a better mood. I don't like feeling like this.